From the recording Out of the Shadows
"Started Off With Lies" is an unflinchingly honest exploration of self-deception, vulnerability, and redemption. With an upbeat pop-rock vibe that contrasts its heavy emotional core, the song captures Shannon Smith’s journey of reckoning with past dishonesty and its impact on his closest relationships. Written during a period of deep self-reflection, the track dives into the justifications and realizations that defined a pivotal chapter in his life.
Through catchy melodies, layered harmonies, and introspective lyrics, "Started Off With Lies" balances personal confessions with universal themes, creating a song that is both raw and relatable. It’s a standout on Out of the Shadows, reminding listeners that facing the truth, no matter how difficult, is the first step toward growth and connection.
Written by: Shannon Smith
Recorded at: Sundown Studios / Rada Studios
Produced by: Shannon Smith, Helen Townsend, Phil Richardson, Ben Franz & Elliot Smith
Mastered by: George Georgiadis - Little Wing Studios
Vocals/Guitars: Shannon Smith
Elec Guitar: Dan Carroll (Southern River Band)
Acoustic Guitar: Lee Jones (Eskimo Joe)
Backing Vocals: Helen Townsend, Julian Anderson
Bass: Ben Franz (The Waifs)
Piano/Organ: Phil Richardson
Drums: Elliott Smith
Lyrics
VERSE 1
It started off with lies
I thought that it would ease the pain
Now I realize
I was only trying to hide my shame
It would have been wise
Share my story with no alibi’s
Kept it simple and true
Show you where my demons lie
CHORUS
Could have been tough,
Could have been strong
Could have been someone you depend upon
I should have stood up
I should have been real
Nothing more than a heart of steel
VERSE 2
It took a lot of time
There’s a lot of things I justified
Now with your love
It’s time for me to testify
All that I have done
All the things I want to hide away
You were the only one
Cleansed my sins from yesterday
CHORUS
Could have been tough,
Could have been strong
Could have been someone you depend upon
I should have stood up
I should have been real
Nothing more than a heart of steel
I was unkind
I was untrue
But I never meant to hurt you
You showed me a way
You gave me a sign
Breakdown / Solo
VERSE
It started off with lies
I thought that it would ease the pain
Now I realise
I was only trying to hide my shame
CHORUS
Could have been tough,
Could have been strong
Could have been someone you depend upon
I should have stood up
I should have been real
Nothing more than a heart of steel
I was unkind
I was untrue
But I never meant to hurt you
You showed me a way
You gave me a sign